. love me . love me not . love me . love me not .

 Its been reserved as HIS..but HE tried to steal it away.and was told that its been owned by HIM..

 HIM know the story from the beginning, but HIS was putting it just to himself and HE tries the luck to win it over..

 Just, that in a few more period of time..Its afraid that she wiil go to the one that tried to steal her before..but she dont want to break her promises towards HIS..

As Its already make the promises..so she tries her luck to go to HE..but in the same time, she tries to retain her relation with HIS and HIM as usual..

In one moment that she realise that she cant let HIS go..even though she's with HE..

And in just one day, that particular one day, HE suddenly dissapeared with no reason, leaving her in doubt..deep doubt..

One day HE showed up and tells her..that HE'll be away like forever..and they will never meet again..

Goodbye love..

Then she's been crying out loud.. untill HIM is asking why dear? why?

She just shook her head and say..naa..nothing much..but still..the tears keep coming out..

"there..there..dont cry no more.. im here.."

HIM says it with concern..as HIM owned her..

"Okay..i"ll be alright..no more tears for all this"

" I'll be fine..just give me time to solve it out"







Now she can smile out wide..laugh out loud..as she still got HIM and HIS at her side..
And she can happily leave HE aside..without any worries even there was a story before..

Sekeping Hati

 
     Jiwa ini lelah, hati ini sakit, badan ini penat..
     Tatkala di kau di sana, ketawa girang.
     Hatiku pula hancur luluh..
     Tidakkah kau fikir, akan keadaan diri ini..
     Kau hadir menagih kasih ku yang satu..
     akhirnya kau yang hancurkan kasih ini..
     Saat hati ini mula bahagia..
     kau musnah kan dalam sekelip mata..
     Dan kini kau hilang tanpa sebarang penjelasan..
     Yang jelas dan jujur..
   

I have pass!!!

Finally after study, revision, done past years question.. I've passed my exam.

 Passed exam yang paling menakutkan bagi seorang student nurse.. Peperiksaan Lembaga Jururawat Malaysia. 

apa yang boleh diperkatakan adalah

Happy giler lah!!!

And now I am Officially a Registered Nurse. 

Got a job under Sime Darby Healthcare, at Subang Jaya.

As a staff registered nurse and will be working in surgical ward starting from this January 2013.

Im glad, Im happy and I hope to be not just a nice nurse but a good, competent and a BRAND nurse. 

I'am PROUD!!!

Finally

Setelah sekian lama tak update blog ni and of course 

dah bersawang-sawang.

Penyebab lama tak update blog :

> laptop rosak ( huhu, sedih sebab jahanam terus, da tak boleh guna)

>final year ( dah habis final year..thats why dapat update dgn senang hati)

stress tahap tertinggi

>busy cari kerja and interview 

giler takut!!!

Lastly, after semua ni selesai..alhamdulillah.. 

> passed my Nursing Board Exam (Lembaga Jururawat Malaysia)   

> passed my interviews and got a job.

Panic!

       
         Minggu ni aku da mula kerja dekat operation theater (OT). Kira hari ni second day aku kerja kat sini.. (praktikal la). Kes unuk hari ni pula tak banyak. Just ada 1 theater yang di buka (out of 4 theater). Dan di pagi hari ni la pula perut aku nak meragam, so aku decide nak pergi toilet dulu before dapat turn nak tengok doktor buat kes.
        Nak dijadikan cerita, masuk je toilet, dengan senang hatinya phone aku pun ikut menggelonsor keluar dari poket baju OT (poket dia kecil  and pendek). Gulpp!! Arghhh!! phone aku masuk dalam air. Alamak..alamak..kelam kabut aku ambik phone dan lap pakai tisu. terus buka komponen phone dan terabur kan atas lantai kat changing room (toilet tu dalam changing room). Oh my!! screen phone sudah di genangi air..

       Apalagi, aku pergi ketuk phone tu untuk keluarkan air dalam phone, sebanyak yang boleh. Terus terencat hajat aku time tu. Ketuk punya ketuk dengan dah start berpeluh sebab phone kesayangan jatuh, aku keluar pergi pantry and duduk dengan yang lain. Yang lain pun mula la tanya.. "kenapa?? kenapa phone kau" aku hanya mampu jawab " jatuh dalam air". then dia orang suggest untuk keringkan pakai hair dryer once sampai rumah. Masalahnya rumah aku tak ada hair dryer. Aduhh..
       Okea la, seriously dah frust tahap gaban sebab phone tu favourite. Berserah je la. Hidup, hidup la dia. Mati, innalillah. aduss.. Tambah- tambah lagi member dengan tutor da cakap, phone awak tu da tak ada harapan dah.

       Huisshh, sedih, sedih. Sampai rumah operate phone. Tapi sebab tak boleh buka.. just anginkan je. Sampai tertidur-tidur aku kerjakan phone. haihh..
     
      Lastly, dengan perasaan takut-takut, aku try on phone.. Yeahhhh!!!!! phone aku hidup. Huishh, lega rasa. Ingat dah kena survey phone baru tadi. Syukur. Syukur.

uih..tak sanggup kehilangan phone ni..