mLam iNie...

Da 2 mingu k0wt aq xd menyampaikan apew2 brita..0okayh..mse utk bercel0teh skarang..bese la..sjak da cbuk ni susah nk on9..(ceh..ckp cm cbuk jge ank plak an..), xla..actually aq skunk da start praktikal..s0..n0rmal la bile bz an..s0..starting fr0m da 1st week schedule aq adlh..pm shift dry m0nday till wednesday then m0rning shift 0n thursday till friday..sabtu an ahad plak..of c0urse la..my off day..but last weekk cant make it to go h0me as all my famly members g pnag..s0..mmg b0rink..dok kt uma..d0nt kn0w what t0 d0..s0..aq p0wn kmas2 la sket uma apartment yg x brape nk kmas tue..then..aq smbg blek kjew aq dry isnn smpi rabu, m0rning shift n thursday,friday pm shift..wahh..s0 pnat la in this 2nd week..yela..da start buat sp0nging..bed making..0oppss s0ry..sp0nging tue meaning mandy an patient..then adew 1 day ni aq dpt wat sh0wer kt s0rg nenek ni..nme dy mariam..bout 70 yrs la..barely she cant walk s0 aq ngan click aq(mmbr aq) bwk nenek ni gne a special seat utk wt sh0wer..then..aq shamp00 rmbut nenek ni..mndy an ngan click aq after dat kit0rg pki an g0wn(baju ospital)..then my click sikat rambut nenek tu and aq bl0w rmbut nenek tu gne hair dryer..n juz suddenly i g0t this weird feeling..rse sebak..c0z aq teringat kt nenek aq yg da lme aq x visit dy..jhat an aq ni..satu-satunya nenek aq yg still adew is at my late m0m site..insyaallah..mayb mingu dpan ni kalo xd pape aq nk g lek uma nenek..nk tgk dy..blew tgk nenek mariam say.."terima kasih ye nak..cu..siap tnye namew aq lgy..muka dy cm terharu sgt c0z kit0rg mndy an dy aritu..smpi aq skali nangis c0z teringat kt nenek aq..ceh..jdy sayu plak crita aq ni an..hmm..mcm2..tpy tu la..wnd0o plak kt nenek aq..dy da 75 yrs k0wt..tpy still gagah lgy..then..setiap ari aq jmpe patient yg berlainan di mnew..setiap patient tu jga la yg byk buat aq bkk mte..see ar0und me..tr0ugh0ut evrything n sh0ws dat..bkn aq jew yg rse suma ni..tpy adew yg rse lbey tr0k dry apew yg aq rsew..like evry patient give a l0t 0f, s0rt 0f a view..pandangan n iktibar..mnjady an aq utk lbey adew c0mm0nsence in myself..(bt0l kew aq eja c0mm0nsence ni)..n even actually pnat kerja..buat mcm2..tpy x trse kepenatan tu..rse 1 feeling yg aq jrg dpt rse..rse puas ati dgn apew yg aq buat..alhamdulillah..sm0ga dis is da best ch0ice i've d0ne..anyway..s0metimes u'll hve t0 let g0 0f s0mething t0 realise b0ut s0mething else..here..seeing da patient..make me realise b0ut the heart of being a famly..friendship..being a m0re matured pers0n..seri0us in w0rk..m0st 0f all kasih sayang..hmm..byk jga what i've been talking b0ut..s0..i'm thinking of st0pping right n0w..0okayh..bubye..