am i just being too worried..

i just cant tell the diference anymore..do you still need me to explain all of this? in which way of matter? didnt you feel what i feel about now..all the feelings been shattered and crush away..you've been talking to me how you hate to feel like that..but what did you do to me??you did the same thing all over again..its not that im bored with it..but im just being worried..can we still be like before? like the time that we had time for each other..you may feel like its looks like a small matter to you..but to me..its been the biggest matter of all..sometimes..i did feel like..what if you never had seen her? would you make the same mistake like this? i just cant let it go..all the memories been surrounding my head all over and over again..playing the same thing that i didnt want to remember about..but yet you still there..standing with all those memories..making my heart aches..all you should know from the start..i also had feelings and does have those hope..right deep inside me..why cant you and all those memories just shattered away from my mind..leave my mind to be set peacefully in going through my new life..stop making me miserable..